I am soooo stuffy

i think that i have allergies. i hate them.
the kids have been sick all weekend and that is beyond rough. but they are doing better. joseph stayed home on sunday because i had to teach, so he had a small dose of what i go through. i think that i might be a bad person when i feel pleased that they weren't little angels for him. then i feel bad, i really wish they were good for him. jerra is a yucky feeling 2 year old. and claysen was feeling yucky. but we are all feeling better. the only thing that is killing me is the fact that i have some serious allergies. i want to remove my nose from my body and drain it. yes very gross sounding, but i am desperate. the pharmisist said that they only thing that a person should take is sudafed- but that hasn't been working. so then she said that i probably need a persription. that is stupid! i don't have time to go to the dr. to get a perscription. so i am trying the sudafed one more day- and if that doesn't work- i am taking something else. i don't know what- but i will find something!
so jerra fell over the railing about 8 ft and landed on one stair and is fine! i heard this bang and my heart stopped. i was sooooo scared! i could have died! but after about a half hour she was up and playing and stuff. i gave her some motrin in case she had a head ache- i would have a headache after that- so i gave her some just in case. cuz even if she did- i don't think that she can communicate with me what she is feeling. i wish she would just talk! this is soooo hard! to try and communicate and get no where. very frustrating.
my lesson when really well i think. outta the 5 that i have taught one went well- so i guess that i did 'go out with a bang' and someone from church said. it was kinda funny. everyone was really sweet- they all told me good job and that i would be missed and that the yw were really getting a treat. so that made me feel all warm and fuzzy ya know?
so i think that he is getting me a treadmill. cuz at one point he said to not spend my 'allowence' so i can buy things. and i thought what would i want to buy? then i was like: 'OH!' i think that he was thinking about me buying myself work out clothes for my treadmill! and if that is the present i am excited. i love to run- just not outside. i just don't know where i would put it.
hmmm..... now i just thought that what if it was a big greg olsen painting? that would be great!
oh but what if is is like a boshe (is that how you spell it) or a KitchenAide type thing that would be great too! i just don't know. i am really excited for friday- that i quess is when we are celebrating it. i wonder if he is throwing me a party. well, i gotta stop think about it. i love this anticipation. i love knowing that he has thought about it and stuff.
he is such an amazing man. how come i am soooo blessed?
anyways- i'm out!
loves