So I really have a hard time every year at recital time. Not only is it a crazy schedule, but it really shows me how much she is growing up!
And it kills me a little each time.
And to make matters worse, I think time is moving faster. Such a bitter sweet reality!
Dress rehearsals are the times when moms can become the paparazzi and take endless pictures of their girls. And it is definitely taken advantage of. They have backdrops up to take pictures with, and by the end of the long night of pictures and dances. The girls are done.
We start out happy!
We like posing.
We even get asked to take more pictures in different poses!
We get an awesome end pose with the whole class!
Then they dance the same dance again and mom's go crazy taking pictures of the darlings dancing!
It is after that first dance most of them decide they are done. They don't like 'mommy-razzi', and they don't like the make-up. One is lucky to get any happy pictures after that. And, most of the next dance is halfway done.
And the group smile are forced. But still adorable.
But after some loud music and dancing in the car- we get a real smile. And a precious fleeting moment that was gone too soon. But a glimpse of more of what was to come.
Then come the day of the recital show. Jerra's friend Lucy came over so they could get ready together. They thought they were so grown up getting their hair and make-up done together!
Then before the show, we again, get to take pictures with the backdrop.
This time there are big smiles fueled by nerves and excitement.
And you are again floored by how big she has gotten in the past year.
And you are so happy to see her so happy.
And back stage it is all you can do to sit back and watch as she needs you a little less each time, but when she asks for a picture with you, you can't help but beam with her and squeeze her just bit to much.
And then you see another glimpse of her in 8 years.
And as you watch her float through her dances she has practiced so hard on from back stage, you are just glad that your baby girl is so happy, and talented, and sweet, and extra glad she's beaming on stage while you watch on the wings trying not to cry because you are just so glad about who she is growing up to be, and glad to part of it.
Love you JellyBean!