A Gem in Gymnastics

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EO_BnsrWMnI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f5OMuQT7eYE

i just about died laughing! i hope you enjoy this as much as i did!!!!

my explanation.....

so i have been kinda MIA. i know and i really do have a good reason. let me explain:
so awhile ago i started to feel really tired, nap time was MY nap time too, i reasoned it was a stinky matress. and food was gross, but i was really just bored with everything.
well- one day i was up at girls camp, and i ate a double hambuger with extra cheese, and stuff. and so then i decided something wasnt quite right.... and well, i was was right. kinda. everything was right! cuz i am PREGNANT!!!!
yep that is right! we are really excited. i am almost 16 weeks. aka: 4 months. due february 7th 2009. so yeah!
i already have a belly and i am sadly enough excited about my maternity clothes, just so they will fit! but my belly is still "small" enough that the shirts are too big..... grrrr. oh well.
so that is my news! that is why i have been so absent from the blogging world, well, thaits why i have been absent in general.....
anyway- a little about this pregnancy.... it is hard. well, harder then the first two, but easier then some peoples. i dunno, i am still tired, and food is soooooo gross, and yeah, its like the fiest trimester still. kinda harsh when i was expecting to feel better three weeks ago ya know? oh weel, my husband is great. so supportive and a good cook, and cleaner. what would i do without him? he really is the greatest.
oh and to top it all off- they called me as yw president!!! how crazy is that! and they knew i was prego, and they still did it. harsh. so that has been taking some getting used to. i hope i can do it all how it needs to be done ya know? and i can show the girls, and teach them what they need. all i can do is my best though!
but jerra and claysen are fabulous! they are playing so well together. and they are learning and grwoing so fast that it is hard for me to remember that they are still my babies. i have such a hard time with them growing cuz it happens so fast!
claysen has decided that he is going to wear underpants. he doesnt know 'the feeling' of when to go, so we have a lot of accidents if i dont take him every 35 minutes. makes for a hard day.
and jerra is such a little mom, but a big big girl at the same time, she LOVES princesses and tinker bell. i think i am going to have a fairy princess for halloween. she will LOVE it! she loves dress up and everything. it is cute.
well- there you go! you have been updated and now you know! i will better about things. :)
cuz now i have gone 3 days nap free, and mostly nausea free!!! yeah me!!! :)

i......

i...
I got this one from gina...
I am...me. and sometimes it is a giagantic suprise of everything that i am- people dont expect have of what they get.
I think...alot, about everything, i have time and i can stop a thought easier then i can stop much else when the kids are around, but i have an opinion on just about everything, whether it is a passionate opinion, or just what i have decided it depends on how it has or will affect my family.
I know...a little bit about a lot of things, and a little bit more about a few things. i wish is was a lot about a lot, but that depends on the area we are talking about.
I want...success and happiness according to my standards, not the world's. I want healthy, happy , confident, smart, poliet kids. i want them to have knowledge, not just an educations. i want joseph to be able to relax without a thousand other things on his mind, i want inner peace and answers to all my questions, i want lots, but i am happy with what i am blessed with.
I wish...everything best for my family and friends. again my list is long and that sums it up nicely, i think as long as they are happy, i am too.
I hate... procrastinaters, liars, selfish people, dirty feet, bugs, snakes. I hate it when people are all snooty and holier-than-thou. but i hate that i set my expectations onto others without telling them that, then i get disappointed.
I miss...my family, and my friends, mountains, and zuka juice
I fear...failure, letting people down, falling on (up or down) stairs, pain for my babies, the scary unknown.
I hear...silence :) blessed slience, but i love to hear my kids happy, and i love to hear laughter, i love to hear rain, i love it hear my kids sing.
I smell...easily. i have a very sensitive nose. i love the smell of clean, of babies, and of joseph (well, a clean joe that is...)
I search...for how to make life easier for others, including me. i search the scriptures for answers, i search for toys and ponies and how to make speacial people smile.
I wonder...what the future holds, and everything inbetween.
I regret... not much really- i regret never having studied abroad, but i wouldnt trade anything....
I love...my family and friends. I love feeling loved, i love happiness, i love kids, i love families, and books, and pictures, silence and noise. i really am in a happy place right now, i think i love just about everything. sounds cheesy, but its true.
I care...about people. Genuinely.
I always...think, about everything. i always wonder what i could do better, i always love to spend time with my family.
I believe...in myself, i may whine and complain and worry, but that is kinda how i deal with my stress, but i generally think i can do just about anything, except math. :) i believe in God, and the power of love and the atonement.
I dance...like there is no tomarrow, like it will fix the worlds problems and like i love it, even though others may not genreally agree because of my skill (or lack thereof). i enjoy myself. :)
I sing...but i wish i was better, i sing cuz i am happy, sad, angery. or just cuz i can even if i cant.
I possessed... lots
I write...poorly, that is another thing i wish i could do better, but i still can do it.
I win...every time i see the happines in someone i care abouts eyes. i win when jerra says her prayers every night, i win when the kids tell US the scripture stories. i win when they smile.
I lose...myself in a book. i lose my mind regularly.
I never...watch scary movies. i hate them
I listen...to my heart, and brain, and girls, and babies and everything in between.
I'm scared of... losing my family before i say.
I read...for leisure, fun, a release, and because i LOVE it!!! i love chrurch romance mysteries. they are safe and clean. but i am addicted to Twilight. i am trying to read to learn- well, liking to read educational things, i just understand it better when it is spoken and shown rather then reading it.
I tag...YOU if you wanna play!

Deliberations.....

so, i am done.
and there is closure, just like stephanie meyer said she had.
but part of me feels like it was almost to easy. does that make sense? i dont know- i guess we will have to see after i read it again as to how i feel about it.

I might expolde waiting!!!

as of now, there are 10 hours and counting. i think i might explode. i wasnt going to go to the mid-night releasing, but now i'm sooooo excited, i MUST go! i will let you know how i love it.
you may ask who i am rooting for but i am so torn that- i really dont know. Anyway, i just had to check in, i will write again soon. sorry i have been so MIA, i will write again soon.