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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

A moment of my thinking...

so i am doing really well this week. good job me! i have even been on top of all my house stuff! yeah!!! so o think that i have decided that joseph is getting me a laundry room. he is working really hard to get it done. but i don't know. that is what i think that i have decided. we will see what i think tomarrow.

claysen is so cute. he struggles to climb into the love sac and he finally gets there and he sits in the middle and dances and plays so happily with whatever he can get there. it is soooo cute! he is much like his dad in the sense that he thinks really hard about things. its really fun to watch him concentrate on things and stuff. it's is so different with jerra who doesn't think about things at all- she just does it. she isn't stupid by any means, she just skips the thinking part and goes straight to the action. i am scared for her when she grows up... she will be sooooo stinkin busy!

so i read Cara Brooke's blog and she sits there and talks about her hobbies and stuff and i really don't have one. i like to read but i am rather picky about what i read. kinda the idea that if deseret book doesn't sell it i wont read it. i just dont want to deal with all the crap and stuff out there. but at the same time- since we don't have a deseret book here.... it makes it hard. ya know. but i think that i need to finish all the projects that i do have before i start any others. i have boxes of unfinished things. so i think that since i am getting things 'undercontrol' i can start them. now i just have to find the box!

so i am reading in d&c 24. and it says in vs. 8 "Be patient in afflictions, for thou shalt have many; but endure them, for, lo, I am with thee, even unto the end of thy days." i love that scripture. it may not be a huge trial- the whole joe rebuilding a house and all. but i think that it is a more personal trial. for him in the sense of the pressure and having the discipline to do it, and me cuz i can't rely on him so much. that is hard. and i don't know if this is laziness on my part or what- but i think that the dad should be so invovled. especially with house stuff. i will do all i can, but when we are done i dont think it is honestly a bad thing that i want him to help with the dishes and the kids and stuff. the only difference between our jobs is, he leaves his office and i never do. but sometimes i feel like that is a selfish way of looking at it. i don't know i have to come to peace about that within myself ya know.

so i am piercing jerra ears next time we are in longview. i was going to wait until she was eight or she asked but.... i think she would be super cute. right now she is holding tiger tightly while she is showing him how to count..... its really cute. she can count to 5 for real- but only sparatically. we are working on it. she is after all only two. :)

well- i think i have run outta things to say.... claysen loves plugs and outlets.... especially the ones under the computer. there are lots of them.

anyway- i'm done! have fun!

loves!

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