so sorry

i know its been awhile, but i have been busy. REALLY busy. and i even think that part of it- i wasnt feeling good- i think. i dont remember- but now i want to blog. i want to catch up, i want to share. so i will type and i will wait for me to figure out what is going on with my computer, and why i cant get the pictures i want. so i will write....



joseph went on a couple of trips- and it always makes me so pathetic, he was gone one week- home the next, then gone again. *sigh* i have this new addiction to a show. Glimore Girls. i love it, they had a bunch on abcfamily and i started watching it during a feeding time with monkey- and well- then it got to the point i couldnt watch them, he was eating earlier, so i dvr'd them. i think i would watchi like 4 a night while he was gone, cuz i had that late night feeding i had to wait up to (it was only 11, but to wait up for that was really hard for me!) any i am now starting GG (gilmore girls) from the beginning on netflixs- so that way i have all the history, and now, it is KILLING me to see all these later ones that i am dying to see, but they are all like season 6! argh! *sigh, deep breath* oh well. i can handle this. i think.



*how did i become so weak and dependant on Rory and her life, i mean really does it matter that Loreli and luke arent together right now and i know they get together later? do i really need to KNOW about dean and jess? should i just watch from the middle to the end? and am i REALLY still writing about this? WHAT IS WITH ME???



then i had the fabulous job of getting my house ready for my family to come. and please understand and know that- i LOVE to clean. it makes me happy. but while i was prego with monkey- i was on restricted to limited activity. that meant bare necessities. like on eload of laundry a day and sweep one room. type thing- no vacuuming- and i LOVE to vacuum. so it was hard. that means if i roated throughout my house- which i tried to do- it was a 15 day roatation, some rooms took 2 days because half way through the room- i would get so exhusted, that i would have to finish the next day. it was rough, i felt like i lived i filth- and my prgnant nose said it was. sad day. it probably wasnt that bad, but to me- i was so below standard, that no one should have been allowed in my house. oh well- i had an AMAZING husband who totally stepped up to the plate- he was amazing!- but that is a whole other post. anyway, i was soooooo excited to clean cu this was the first DEEP cleaning my house had recieved since i was pregnant and near death. and boy- it sure felt good! i really REALLY cleaned my house from top to bottom- and it made me happy! :) and i did it in really 4 days! why so quickly you may ask? well- something rare and unusual was going to happen. something so exciting and joyous- that thinking about it still bring a ginormous smile to my face. MY FAMILY WAS COMING!!!!

yep you read that right! my family actually came to MY house! it was sooooOOOOO great! My dad, mom, brother chris, sister and three fabulous kids, and grandparents (although they did not stay in the house, they still came and spent 3 spectacular days with us). it was my favorite thing of the summer. :)

anyway- i will hurry and post this- there will be pictures to come- i just need to catch up more on life. we have discovered how wonderful the lake really is! we LOVE it there! we go about 3-4 times a week- so i really get behind on what i need to do. obviously since i am just now posting withOUT pictures- i need to go through them, and get some more from my sister (hint hint ;) ).