still sitting here......

hello.

i'm still sitting here.  just like the dr said.  and i am nuts.

i. am. so. b.o.r.e.d.

so i sit and think.  *sigh* both good and bad.  but i have realized a few things about myself.

#1

i am a do-er.  i cant just sit and do nothing.  i like to be busy.  i may whine about it, and i might complain that i have lots to do.  but i like that fact.  it also reassures me that i have been so blessed with a house and 'stuff'.

#2

monkey is spoiled.  oops.  im not happy with that fact.  with me down and out, its getting worse.  =S  oh and he is such a picky eater.  animal crackers and fruit and cereal.  thats all.  i can get him to eat his oatmeal in the morning, and sometimes a grilled cheese sandwhich, and then that is it.  and that drives me and joe nuts. we do not want a picky eater.  but we have one, and

we call him monkey.

#4

chunk is a good brother.  he loves 'Lovie'.  that is what he calls z, often.  i love it.  z will even look towards him when he hears chunk talk or laugh.  its awesome.  oh- chunk is hilarious too, he constantly is making me laugh.  he loves his aunt cait- she was playing a game, and got and extra frog- it was brown.  chunk heard this and his 'WHAT?!?!' was classic.  cait and i laughed out loud for a bit.  it was awesome.  i LOVE this kid to pieces- forever.

#5

its hard to take pictures of a baby when this chunky is being goofy.  especially when z is still all floppy.

#6

this is my favorite little girl int he whole wide world.  i l love her more then always.  she is so unbelievably thoughtful for a 5 year old.  i truly am blessed to be her mom.  tonight was the ward auction, i couldnt go cuz the foot, well- she brought back a chocolate covered strawberry for me.  it was hers- but she saved it for me because she knew i like them.  how sweet is that?  what made me deserve her?

#7

isnt this plug hilarious?  i love it.  i dont think that they work so well, the open sides i think mess up the suction.  anyway- i LOVE this baby.  he just started talking- when he heard himself for the first time- he really scared himself.  it was so cute.  then the next time he just talked to me.  i love it.  he is the greatest snuggler.  he is the best baby snuggler out of all the babies.  =)  makes me happy considering he's the last.  but he is such a good baby.  he started sleeping from 12-7 about 2 weeks ago.  sooooo nice.  i love him.  i just need to come up with a song for us.

#8

a mending bone feels like its on fire.

its not very pleasant.

#9

i am a clean freak.

i cant walk and that makes me not able to clean.

that fact drives me absolutely BONKERS

#10

i married superman.

joey has been so great through this whole thing.  he has been patient, and understanding, and i love him.  he is a rock.  i am so blessed, i cant wait for the opportunity to take care of him again.

#11

i have some of the greatest friends in the world.  Andrea, Ashley, and Lynn.  not to mention the dear sisters in the ward who have helped.  to have such lovely people in our lives.  and to have the knowledge that while i am feeling so lazy and pathetic, they are lovingly taking care of my babies.  i know i can trust them to love them and take care of them.  i am thankful beyond word for that.  i also know that there is no way that i can ever show or tell of my gratitude for my dearest mother-in-law and sweetest s-i-l cait.  they have been so wonderful and helpful.

#12

knowing people will think i sound vain-  i am going on a diet.  not so much for skinnines, but for heathy purposes.  i am not super healthy because all i can do is sit here.  blah.  i cant wait to be healthy again and work out again.

#13

i wish i was a better writer.  i dont think i am a good writer, but i would like to be better.  does writing really help a person become a better writer?  or do you just keep writing at a mediocre level with better grammar? 

#14

the craft blog world is addicting.  but i love it.

ok i think i am done.  i have babbled enough.  now i get to go feed z.

night night.