Kids.....

so i have been really good lately. i have been sooooo busy and active with the kids, feeling good about that. well, yesterday i was rewinding a movie for the kids. it was time to start winding down from the park, and i turn around and jerra had climbed on the desk, and gotten a sharpie, and they had colored all over my couch! i almost cried. jerra does have a skill in 'hearts' though. i have to also add that the letters that she wrote were very good. sad. so i then spent 40 minutes, 1/2 a bottle of hairspray, and a role of paper towels scrubbing my couch. but it came clean!!!!! it was rather amazing. so then it was nap time. Well, during nap time claysen woke up and fussed then went back to sleep. i thought nothing of it. well, he was throwing up. he just threw up and then laid in a different part of his crib. i felt so bad. then all night long he was having diarrhea- ya know those awful 'acid diapers'. poor guy. then he work up 4 times in the night and was in such discomfort that he was wide awake by 6 am. then jerra woke up at 6:30. it was rough. claysen has been changed about 8 times since he has woken up and i am squirting him down instead of wiping him. he likes the squirting better. but yeah- it has been a crazy week. i have to say though i am proud of myself still. i have gotten things done, and we had a great FHE and the house has been clean the kids happy and active. it's great. but how do i keep it up? and still have the energy to do more stuff ya know? this is a hard balance. there is so much i want to do but i feel restricted because of the kids. i love them but how do i make it so i don't feel like i am being held back. if i turn my back for like 30 seconds they color the couch. this is definitely something i am going to have to figure out. and soon i hope cuz i like the activeness. i really like feeling productive. hmmmmm- what to do, what to do..... how do i find the balance? any ideas?
it's getting really warm outside. therefore it gets warm in here. it makes things a little more interesting.
well, i gotta find the recipe for dinner- bye!
loves!