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....................................................an insight to the chaos we call happy..................................................................

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Lonely! i'm so lonely!

*please note the music that goes with the lyrics!*

joseph is gone on business. i hate that. he left sunday at 4:30 and will arrive in time for me to leave to go to yw. i think that i will definitely need a break. the kids are being good. but i can tell jerra is missing her daddy. but then so am i.

i started to try and clean my desk a little bit and YIKES! i got really behind! very sad. but.... i am almost caught up. i just don't know what to do with all the magazines with the good ideas and stuff. i am going to start pulling out all the recipes and typing them. that way i am not trying to remember which recipe came from where. but i am at a real loss. hmmmm......

it rained today. quite nice. we really needed it.
yesterday i went to longview to go shopping, and it was great cuz i got out and i felt like i was a normal person and i wasn't on house arrest. sometimes i feel a little confined, but there is nothing that i can really done about that now. so i will deal with it. hard kinda, impossible- not for me! :)

i need some indoor activites besides play dough and coloring. she's kinda too young for some things and not all things. it's hard for me to tell. it's things like that, that kinda makes me feel like i am missing something in the mommy creativeness area. but i just tell myself if that it is a learning experience for everyone. i hope it is. thank heavens for my sister! :)

anyway- the desk is a mess and i wanna clean it before the kids get up so..... bye!
loves!

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