My boy

So Claysen got hurt today- gash in the head- blood on the carpet and he turn blue screaming hurt. it was awful. and i have to say that i am so grateful for and all loving Heavenly Father that watches out for me.



claysen cut his head open. not bad really- we just super glued it shut, and put a band-aide on it. yes super glue- all the nurses that we talked to said that since it wasn't super deep they would have done the same thing, except that it would have cost us a whole lot more. anyway- i knew that he couldn't die from it- but oi- i was so worried about him. i was so shaky and worried that i ate like a row and a half of chewy chips ahoy. yummy- but not healthy. i then discovered that i am an emotional eater. well, yes i have known it for awhile it just really hit me when joseph asked where all the cookies went and i had to point to my tummy. :/ oh well. i will just park farther away from the doors.

back to my drama. it was then when i was holding a paper towel to his head that i felt sooooo helpless and alone. i said a prayer and i was peaceful. just like magic. i was still apprihensive- but i knew everything would be ok. and he is fine. :)

afterwards i was planning on sitting on my couch and eating and my dearest newest friend came up my stairs. it was just what i needed. we talked she helped me relax. all was well. thank you Father.



so now it is monday- that was on friday.

it's raining. :\ yeah! i have to say that because in so many other places they are in a major draught and we are being blessed with a break from out drought.



joseph has gotten a lot done on our house. the mudroom is pretty good- all enclosed but like 1 spot and almost completely drywalled. :) he is an amazing man. i sometimes wonder how i am so blessed to have such a great guy. he does have his faults- he is forgetful, if it doesn't have anything to do with him then he can't remember it. drives me nuts. but for the most part he is so great. it makes me wonder and almost sad for some that don't have this. the love and support. i know they get love from others, but it's not the same. and i wonder how those you don't appriciate it can have it. i pray that i never take joseph for granted- i know i do and he does me, but it isn't ever for long. i am just so grateful that we have eachother.

well- i think that my daughter is demanding attention- i need to go keep her out of trouble. :) i truly am blessed by life. i am so grateful for my eternal family and the fact that i can be with them after we die, that my kids will be mine forever. how happy i am for that. i full if gratitiude for the love my Father in Heaven shows me daily, through my children, and family and friends. i guess i am all happy today and for no particular reason.... :)