productivity

i sometimes wonder why i can have only one really productful busy day a week. all the other days i think... well, i don't know what i think. i guess i think well, i was good on tuesday i can realax today, well, that was 2 days ago. i guess it would be ok if i really kicked it into gear. or even just kinda kicked it into gear. why is motivation such a hard thing for some? i think my kids would be happier if i had more motivation. that means i would get up and play with them. and yet here i am still. hmmm. i think that i will get moving. maybe i will make a rule that i only can get online when my kids are taking a nap or having quiet time. oh and speaking of kids i think i might have found a way to potty train jerra. panties and plastic pants.... i might try it. i also heard panties and then the diaper. i think i am going to try this starting aug 1st. wish me luck. and i still don'tknow what colors to paint my kitchen and living room. i am having some serious issues with it.
well- i am going to make my phone calls. this is me starting to be busy- or putting off my dishes. :)

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