so i have thinking about trials, why people go through them and the different trials we all have. No one really likes them, though i think the best can look before its over can look and see what all they can learn from them. Sometimes, we think we can do it ourselves, and we dont need help from anyone. that is what i think is the hardest- to have the humility to admit the need of help, but that is what can be the biggest help. it is then that you can realize who is really there for you, what they are capable of, of what you are capable of, and also how to really feel loved. isnt that what we all want? is to feel loved, deep down unconditional love? and how great is that love you feel when that person lets you love them like that?
this subject has come up at church, and it has been on my mind. one person asked: 'why wont they let us help?' and the answer that was come up with, and the conclusion that most agreed on, is that they think they can do it alone, they are prideful, and it could also mean that satan has such a grasp on them, they are led to believe that the person trying to help, doesnt really want to help, that they will just hurt you in return, you cant trust anyone but yourself. the reply to that was a very quiet, tearful "that is so sad- cant they see love when it is given so easily and freely". and we just let that soak in.
ever since then, i am sad. not super sad, just sad for those who cant see pure love when it is offered, that they are so worried about the wordily things, then the spiritual side. if they cant accept help from those who love them, can they ever really accept and comprehend the Gift of Love from our Brother? and that is what makes me sad.
oh well, all i can do as a person is to keep trying and praying, but i wish they would all understand. i think that is one thing that i desperately want for Christmas......
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